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Wednesday, December 9, 2020

Passion Play



"Their souls entwined," the poem read,
and to the azure skies they sped.
A poem's no good unless it's spent
on passion, pain and lovers rent
from others' arms before its time,
all penned in verse, both free and rhyme.
I don't remember poems like this
in English class, all filled with bliss.
Our poems were writ on roads and mice
all forked and timorous (and filled with lice).
These sexy poems are more my ken
all wet and slippery, skin to skin.
Where brown is never brown, but bouillion
and blue is nothing if not cerulean.
And life is heightened by degree.
All senses more... sensitivity?
So you touch me and I'll touch you,
And 'ere you know it we're all through.
And smoking cigarettes and spent.
If only poems could pay the rent.

~ Elodie Pritchartt
First poem I ever wrote, circa 1994


Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash

Tuesday, December 8, 2020

Suicide Note

 So.  Time for bed.

Two Xanaxes, three Unisoms and

almost a fifth of Maker's Mark

will guarantee 

a dreamless, thoughtless sleep.


If I don't happen to wake tomorrow,

please know that it's okay.

I wasn't that thrilled with 

waking anyway.


I didn't do it on purpose 

but I didn't do it by accident

either.


Just know that I really did

love you so much more

than you realized,


and I'm really, really sorry 

for the pain I've caused.


I'm so, so sorry.


Go.  Live your life.

Grab every taste of it.


And know that I am here

where I want to be

in the good times 

of your memory.


I love you.  

I do.

But I couldn't love you enough

to keep living in such

a painful place.


And who's to say we won't see each other in 

the ever after where

all is forgiven and all is forgotten?


Editor's Note:  Please don't take this as an actual suicide note.  It's not.  I have no plan to end my existence on this mortal coil. But it HAS occurred to me on more than one occasion.  It does run in the family.  I just want to put this out into the universe in case something should happen and I can't take it back.  It's in my genes.  And it is the ultimate end.  I will never see any of you again, although I hope that you remember that I loved you more than I can say.

In the meantime, I'll see you tomorrow.