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Wednesday, December 9, 2020
Passion Play
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
Suicide Note
So. Time for bed.
Two Xanaxes, three Unisoms and
almost a fifth of Maker's Mark
will guarantee
a dreamless, thoughtless sleep.
If I don't happen to wake tomorrow,
please know that it's okay.
I wasn't that thrilled with
waking anyway.
I didn't do it on purpose
but I didn't do it by accident
either.
Just know that I really did
love you so much more
than you realized,
and I'm really, really sorry
for the pain I've caused.
I'm so, so sorry.
Go. Live your life.
Grab every taste of it.
And know that I am here
where I want to be
in the good times
of your memory.
I love you.
I do.
But I couldn't love you enough
to keep living in such
a painful place.
And who's to say we won't see each other in
the ever after where
all is forgiven and all is forgotten?
Editor's Note: Please don't take this as an actual suicide note. It's not. I have no plan to end my existence on this mortal coil. But it HAS occurred to me on more than one occasion. It does run in the family. I just want to put this out into the universe in case something should happen and I can't take it back. It's in my genes. And it is the ultimate end. I will never see any of you again, although I hope that you remember that I loved you more than I can say.
In the meantime, I'll see you tomorrow.